passing time

What’s up with everyone in my family getting pregnant or married? I think I am the only one who is not settling down. And the only one in my batch in the family who is not married or has a child. It’s not like I’m complaining or anything, although, I sound like one. It’s just that, I feel time move sooo fast. I just wish I can keep up with the pace. I’m still stuck in my own world, y’ know.. more like stuck in books and in my fictional realm HA! If only I can control time and make my world real. Sigh… in love and in life I am like an outsider..an observer who just looks at it, and never participates in it. Should I complain? Is this what I really want in life? I thought I’m content with just this, but I dont know. Hmmm until I figure out what I want in life… I’m still here day dreaming… passing time…