Archive for the ‘matters of the heart’ Category


September 5, 2009

It’s been so long since I cried so heartwrenchingly so. My chest feels so heavy and tight. I am shattered. Apart in my skin. And I’ve never felt so worthless before until now. Like I’m in the bottom of the barrel. And all I feel is self-pity for I am so worthless. I would die […]

The Fool

July 8, 2009

I have a crush.. who I’ve been crushing on since I met him years ago. He is a pretty decent guy, very fun to be with and a major flirt. We both get along so well and I am so comfortable with him. Years ago I really thought he has a thing for me, from […]

im falling out of love

May 4, 2009

After my last post, I realize that I am falling out of love with my boyfriend. Im so unhappy. I’ve been holding on for so long and trying to save the relationship, that I’m denying myself happiness. But I dont know how to start and break it to him, that I no longer see him […]

I’m inlove with a fictional character

May 4, 2009

I’m in-love with a fictional character. Yes its true, but I wont say who that character is. I can’t help it, if only in reality there’s really that perfect guy. A guy who would understand you, or if not he would try his very best to, who forgives your shortcomings and adores your quirks. A […]